Sep 27, 2009

September is my month!

It's been such a long timeeee.
I missed my blog :):)

Ok this month's been really busy and awesome at the same time.
A classmates' trip (someone popped up on the second day <3),>old ehmm more matured. XD
I think it was the best birthday during my teen years. wow.

And now im super busy with school and organ exam coming ahead.
Oh God please bless meee i wanna pass this exam so badddd.
I remember what the speaker said in one of the talks i had in school.

"In order to win, you have to be sure that you're gonna win, you can see it, you can feel it, you can taste it in your mouth."

I dont know how im gonna taste it in my mouth but i kinda get what it means. and for this time, I CAN FEEL IT!
I realized why i failed that time. I didnt even think that I was gonna make it! and the teacher only said "just try". so yeah i was emotionally and technically (due to o'levels) not prepared.
It was predictable though. If they passed me, I would've been the worst electone teacher everrrr. so yeah i dont wanna ruin Yamaha's reputation. haha.
So I'm back and ready for it! Hopefully i can make it this time :) pray for me!
Oh, and the talk also told about goals. so i told myself that my goal (apart from graduating with good grades) isssss...
speaking in spanish fluently by the time i graduate! XD

Dontcha think this post is very motivative? lol

Oh and I wanna go for F1 next year! *someone's making me kinda curious about it* X)


loves xx

Sep 9, 2009


Guess what was the thing that woke me up this morning~


Ugh yeah there was a lion dance in front of my flat this morning because the hotel opposite just opened so yea it was like an opening ceremony of it but come on! It was soooo loud *ya know how the music would sound right* I woke up and mumbling to myself 'is it chinese new year now?' lol.

So today I went to the class quite late with my friends coz we grabbed something to eat first when the class almost started. Well, our stomachs just couldnt wait. X]
And.... the first row was full so me and my friend just sat on the second row,,,,
besides the guy I mentioned before in my last post! =.=
I didnt want to but well, i didnt wanna sit at the back. and believe me he's such a freaaakkkk.

I got flu! Tengo gripe! sniff sniff :(

Hope i'll be fully recovered by friday! >.<

ciao~ xx

Sep 5, 2009

La Gente

Ok so this is what happened yesterday.

I reached Queenstown station to wait for the school bus to come, I saw a couple of my classmates then I approached them. I talked to the girl, blablablabla.. (Im not close with the guy) then i saw him carrying a plastic bag, looked like a cake box. I asked whose birthday it was then the girl said it was her. "Happy birthday lalalala.." then i just started talking to the guy, he's new in our class. Then the conversation went on to army stuff, national service. He said he terminated the course last time due to the national service so he had to go back to his country. THEN he was like 'in Indonesia they pay under table right?' i was like huh? honestly i dont know anything about indonesian army. as i know they dont have national service or something like that. Then he went on blablabla and i felt really awkward. i mean, since they dont have national service why would they need to pay under table? ??? it's like if you wanna join the army then you go so noone would force you, it's not compulsory. then i just said 'umm i think in every country is also like that? *smiling fakely* and THANK GOD my friend just came in time so i could get out of that conversation. My first impression on him was right. I dont know how to describe it but he sounds like a snob when he talks. so yeah if theres nothing important i wouldnt talk to him.
I told this to the girls and my friend (the one came to 'save' me lol) said 'even if he didnt know about it (the truth of the army story) it was rude of him to say that'. well actually i didnt get offended at all but i dont know he's just not a type of person that i can get along with.

And this is what happened today.

I went to my spanish class. we were placed in a new room, smaller, coz there was only 6 of us. all girls. CHICAS YEAH. XDD
then there was this obasan sitting there. then we started talking.
I was quite impressed that she could get into this level from the placement test by self-studying.
i mean, if i took a placement test last time maybe i only could get into beginner 2 or elementary 1 maybe? so yeah, smart obasan.
but no offense, she kinda made the class going on slower coz u know, ageing ppl. or maybe because shes new. and guess what, her name is Jolene LOL. reminds me of that girl. luckily she left. "omigosh it takes 3 years to complete the whole course, if i go to spain i can talk fluently in 1 month" thats what i remembered from her. actually i agreed, so yeah maybe shes in spain now. I also want :((

I've been watching spanish movies these days haha. I miss watching japanese dramas though but well for now there are no dramas that i really wanna watch so yeah its time for spanish :D


Sep 2, 2009

you and me.

It started out from that room, that table.
The wooden table that united two young children.
Outside the room there was a tall fruit tree.
It was watching them till the very end,
of how their cupids never met each other in the middle.

We were both very young.
We shared our naive thoughts and joys.
Life felt blissful back then.
I didn't realize that and neither did you.
That was you and me.

The sun was setting.
I was still doing some chores,
and you were waiting outside the room.
I leaned against the wall, you put your hand beside my ear.
That was you and me.

A day of every week.
I would play the organ at the hall,
and you with your racket.
When our eyes matched, our cheeks would turn red.
That was you and me.

It was a Friday night,
when I got my first phone-call from a boy.
You ran out of topics, I didn't know how to start.
We said byes and I fell asleep smiling.
That was you and me.

The first year was over.
Your name and mine were at the same board once again.
I overheard your friends talking about me.
I kept myself quiet and realized that spark for the first time.

But yours,
Yours was no longer there.

This friend was attractive,
way more attractive than me.
We were sitting together at the back.
When you turned around your eyes were at hers.
I started not being myself,
in order to get your attention.

Time flew quickly.
She and I were close friends.
You and her were seeing each other.
When she started talking about her prince,
the world seemed crashing down.
I told nobody but my diary.
One day daddy read it.
There was a smirk on his face,
thinking that it was so cute,
without knowing that I teared every night.

Young people, narrow-mindedness.
There was a hatred grown inside me against you.
We were parted and it was the best thing ever.
That was you and me,
and her.

Friends dragged me for a visit twice.
Twice I saw you, twice you pretended not to see me,
thousand times I prayed not to see you again.
I started being a guy-hater.
That was you and me,
and our past.

Years passed by.
I moved on with my life.
You with yours.

Finally we are met again.
Time did heal everything.
Neither a spark nor a hatred I've got against you now.
You have someone to love and to be loved.
And thank God I have mine too.

Let's leave the past as beautiful memories.
Our story had ended before you realized it.
Our book will no longer open for a new chapter.
Our cupids will never meet in the middle.
And there's no more you and me.